Hahaha… That didn’t go well

Haha… so I tried to draw something today.
It was doomed to fail. I didn’t get anything done. As soon as I held the pen, all the insperation I had dissapeared. This feels like the ultimate proof that I can’t drawn anymore. I’ll juts keep doing photomanipulations. That and making writing and making storys. I’ll leave all the drawing to my friend Elden-Rucidor.

Yeah, sure I’m a bit sad, since I have idéas I wanna do. But sadly they won’t be realised. I think I’m going to continue to draw weapons and armor, that actually works pretty well. Or at least did. Hope it still does. Well I’ll stick to writing storys to begin with. Perhaps start a little bit tonight. I really want to get something done on The Saga or Reconis. Mine and Elden’s fantasy series.

I also dug out an old book I bought in the end of 2005.
Its Also Spoke Zarathustra by Friedrich Nietzsche. I bought this book just then Xenosaga III Also Spracht Zarathustra was announced. Since the Xenosaga games episode names are from Nietzsche’s books. And they all deal with some sort of topic he has in the books. I don’t remember very clearly now, do you want to know google it. Well as I was saying… I bought that book so I could read up on some of the stuff that might appear in Xenosaga III.
I never finished reading the book so I don’t know if there are any things in Xenosaga III that appear in this book. Not more than the name and Zarathustra.
So a good time to finish reading that book. ^^

I’m going to draw!

Yes, I feel like I have the inspiration I need. Hope it will last.
And many thanks to my friends nordiclania & Elden-Rucidor, they have ignited that spark I felt years ago. Just hope that spark is enough for me to be able to draw. I’m at least going to try and if its not to crappy I’ll upload it as soon as I have scanned it. So if you see this Elden, I’ll have to borrow your scanner later! :)
Hopefully I will start with this picture sometime this weekend, or perhaps even tomorrow. As soon as possible, at least. ^^

I know what I want to do. And only one person knows what it is, and is the only one who gets to know until I’m ready to show the final version of the picture. But I’ll gladly take any tips from people out there. I haven’t drawn anything since 2000-2002, so i’m a bit rusty. So every tip is very welcome.

And thank you very much nordiclania, for the wonderful gift art you made for me. I really like it. I think all who visits my site should see it so visit her DeviantART page.
Here is the LINK to the gift art she made for me. Its also the first gift art i have every received.

So what’s going on?

Yo! I Had a pretty good birthday. Well except for my idiotic computer died on me. -.-
Don’t know what’s wrong I’ll let my father handle that stuff.
So right now I just have a frankensteins monster computer, made of all kinda parts and looks crappy. And is very crappy to. But at least I can surf with it. Writing this post from my friends house, been staying there for some days now.

We’ve watched some movies, talked a hell of a lot and been outside a lot! Amazing! And we might have moved a bit in story progression on our fantasy series. More on that later perhaps.
Ya know that song I posted last time? (Post below this one.) I’ve been listening to that song the entire time. It really got stuck to my head.
But it has such a wonderful beat. I must say I love it.

I got some money for my birthday. And a movie from one of my friends.
Nacho Libre, starring Jack Black. (love that guy)
I had been wanting to see that movie for sometime, so I was pretty pleased to get it as a present. It was pretty good to. Not a masterpiece or anything. But just a good movie to watch.
We’ve watched a few other movies to, like I said. Like Disney’s Aladdin.
Still as good as the first time I saw it. And Jay & Silent Bob Strikes Back. A totally screwed up movie, but I like it. I like it a lot!

I also got to see some of Metroid Prime 3 under this week. I must say it looked better than I thought it would. I actually also got pretty interested in buying a Wii.
So I might be getting that later. Need the new Smash Bros game.
And Resident Evil Umbrella Chronicles looks very good and Super Mario Galaxy. I might just try to get a Wii before a PS3, at least its cheaper than a PS3. And there are some Virtual console games I wanna play, like Paper Mario.

Well enough of my ramblings now. Gotta go back and keep my friend company. Or at least annoy the hell out of him! See ya!

Airman can’t be defeated!

Well I useually don’t post movie’s that I haven’t made. But this one got stuck to my head. Its a sprite/pixel video made with Megaman 2. And a really awesome song. Wish it was instrumental, but its still good.
So I just wanted to share it with ya all. Wish I could make a pixel video like this.

The video/song is about who he can’t defeat Airman. And how he looses his E-capsuals when he tries to defeat him and so on. Who cares!? just watch the video.

Turning 24…

Yeah.. So okay. Today! October 27, I’m turning 24! I feel kinda old now. Well I am old. Well I don’t know what more there is to say, actually.
Another year older, another day gone bye. Oh well. ^^

I made this picture myself, as an happy birthday card to myself. Lame I know.

I’ve been thinking about you…

Yeah… So I really hate it when you start to think about things. Something you want. Something you need. And you think about it so much that you build up a desire for that thing. Later you realize you can’t get that thing and you’ll turn depressed. Well I’m at the phase where I’m depressed.

So what is this thing that has gotten me so down? Playstation 3.
Oh, god I want one! With the new Ratchet & Clank coming out,
Eye of Judgment. And other games that are out. Like, Heavenly Sword, Folklore, Ninja Gaiden Sigma, Warhawk and Skate (perhaps)…
Enchanted Arms & Sonic The Hedgehog. Yeah, both of these games are also on 360 and people say they suck, I don’t care! I want them.

And then we have upcoming games; White Knight Chronicles,
Metal Gear Solid 4, Final Fantasy XIII, FFXIII Versus, Haze
(maybe), Resident Evil 5, The Last Remnant. And others I can’t remember now. *sigh* I know its lame to get depressed over something like, this. But it feels like its slowly killing me on the inside.

I have a hard time to get sleep, since I only think about the PS3 when I try to sleep.
Well at least I could let out some of this rambling… And I guess feel a bit better.
But it will comeback to haunt me… I know it. It has done it before… =/
Hopefully it will get better. And hopefully I will someday get enough cash too buy one..

Deviantart update! Yazuka is back!

Hello everyone!
I’m posting a deviantart update! Now that’s a rare. Well, yeah…
I usually don’t do much stuff to put up on deviant, but once in a while something comes up. And thats where we are now. I’ve drawn more on my character “Yazuka”, and uploaded that picture.

Just head over to Deviant and check for yourselves. Not the best of works, hardly.
But the best I can do at the moment. And which isn’t a photo manipulation. hope you enjoy it.

Go to the Deviant!