A decade nearing its end

We are soon entering the last month of the year, month number twelve. So this year is almost over, it gone by fast and a lot of things has happened this year. Both good and bad, but for once the good outweighs the bad stuff. But it feels good, really good even.
Well, the past week I fell into a depression. Its not uncommon this time of year for me to feel really depressed, I even feel abandoned. It was a hard and heavy feeling to bear and while I know my friends are there, its hard to get rid of those thought you get. They dig deep into your mind and just grow…

Hopefully next year will bring more money, both November and December are going to be killer months. Hopefully I’ll survive on the all the goddamn pasta. As soon as I can afford it, I’m going out to eat something so good it will make regular food seem like crap!
Ah, hopefully I can travel more next year too. There is so much that I hope for, really crossing my fingers that I will get hired and earn some money. And not live with this piece of crap called an economy that I have now, I wanna do stuff!

As some might know, Leslie Nielsen passed away on November 28th. It really saddened me, since I liked his form of comedy and humor very much. He stars in one of my favorite movies of all time, Dracula: Dead and Loving it. You’ll be missed, R.I.P.
I also want to say happy birthday to my little brother Markus, that turns 20 today. Ugh, to think its seven years since I was twenty. Haha, time really does fly. Before I go to bed and try to get some sleep so I can be up and alert at work tomorrow, I leave you with this tasty treat! Gingerbread and milk! Gotta love that combo!

Yummy, yummy! I love milk and gingerbread cookies

And now I’m 25!

And there. The day has come. Now I am 25 years old.
What more is there to say? Well if I started saying anything it would just be a bunch of negative stuff and I’m gonna leave all that a side for now. At least I can spare myself and others that on my birthday.

Its happening!

Yes! it has been set in motion and is slowly happening!
Now you might wonder what… Well its not that big of a deal actually. Its just that I’m pretty tired of calling myself Yazuka on the internet.
I will still do it but on some forums I will now go by Micke83.
Which I like better is none Japanese, no offence but I’m pretty tired of it. So now I feel I can really be myself on the internet.
Well as I said I will still go by the name of Yazuka on some sites like,
Youtube, Deviantart, Gamefaqs, various Xenosaga sites. And so on. But I’ll be using my M logo, so you will know its me.

I’ve been calling myself Yazuka on the internet since 1999. So I feel really good about being able so shed that “skin” and be myself. Its been a good time but Yazuka will go back to being a character I created and I’ll stop playing the roll of him. From now on its 100% me! If that’s good or bad time will tell. But its party time!! =D

And one last thing… One last important thing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! I just wanted to say you mean very much to me, its easier for me to say this here than in real life. But I hope you understand that we all love you. Thanks for being there.

Happy birthday yet again from Christer, Micke, Marie, Markus & Fredrik.

The day is here!

Woho! Finally! Its Metal Gear Solid 4 release day! I’m just a few hours EB Games/Gamestops opens and I’ll get my reserved copy of the game! And be on my way home to play. God I’ve been looking forward to this day this whole year, and now its here! My good friend Elden will accompany me home, to sit with me as I play this game.
Its also his birthday tomorrow so Happy Birthday in advance!! :D
I’ll be posting an update later, with pictures of the game. And a few first thoughts about the game.

Gotta go catch that bus now, see ya later!

EDIT: Woho, now I got the game! So I’m going to go play it now! :D

Turning 24…

Yeah.. So okay. Today! October 27, I’m turning 24! I feel kinda old now. Well I am old. Well I don’t know what more there is to say, actually.
Another year older, another day gone bye. Oh well. ^^

I made this picture myself, as an happy birthday card to myself. Lame I know.