I’ve been thinking about you…

Yeah… So I really hate it when you start to think about things. Something you want. Something you need. And you think about it so much that you build up a desire for that thing. Later you realize you can’t get that thing and you’ll turn depressed. Well I’m at the phase where I’m depressed.

So what is this thing that has gotten me so down? Playstation 3.
Oh, god I want one! With the new Ratchet & Clank coming out,
Eye of Judgment. And other games that are out. Like, Heavenly Sword, Folklore, Ninja Gaiden Sigma, Warhawk and Skate (perhaps)…
Enchanted Arms & Sonic The Hedgehog. Yeah, both of these games are also on 360 and people say they suck, I don’t care! I want them.

And then we have upcoming games; White Knight Chronicles,
Metal Gear Solid 4, Final Fantasy XIII, FFXIII Versus, Haze
(maybe), Resident Evil 5, The Last Remnant. And others I can’t remember now. *sigh* I know its lame to get depressed over something like, this. But it feels like its slowly killing me on the inside.

I have a hard time to get sleep, since I only think about the PS3 when I try to sleep.
Well at least I could let out some of this rambling… And I guess feel a bit better.
But it will comeback to haunt me… I know it. It has done it before… =/
Hopefully it will get better. And hopefully I will someday get enough cash too buy one..

4 responses on I’ve been thinking about you…

  1. I know how you feel. It’s hard to want something so very bad. But maybe, instead of thinking of it as something you can’t have, think of it as a goal that you will reach. I remember myself wanting games and soundtracks so bad, I made lists and lists and lists (this was in high school) and I came to the conclusion that it would all cost me many thousand SEK to get what I wanted. But, I decided to make that my top priority. But first, I needed a job after graduation.

    So I got one, 4 days after quitting school I started working. It didn’t pay very well now that I look back, but god did I spend that money well. :) And I’ve yet to get even more stuff! My top priority is still my games. Sure, I pay the bills, but if I had to make the choice between a game and food, I’d go for the game. :) It feeds me more.

    I guess my point is, that if you really want something, you can make it happen. It might take some time and you will need money, but as soon as you’ve got your mind made up, I’m sure you’ll own a PS3 and a few games before next summer, maybe even sooner. :)

    I believe in you! :D *pep pep pep*

  2. Thank you. This really made me feel better.
    My biggest hopes right now are that I will find a job, so hard where I live.
    But I’ll continue searching.

    And thanks again, your pep really made me feel much better. ^^

  3. Yey, I’m glad I could help a little. :)
    Yes, keep searching! Maybe it’s even worth looking a bit outside where you live?
    Anyways, you can check out DA if you want, there’s a message for you. :)

  4. Yeah, I guess I’ll have to start searching abit outside of where I live.
    But I really don’t want to. But if worse comes to worse, I guess I’ll have to move (if its that far away). And if I find anything, that is.

    I’m gonna check it out. ^^

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *