Some news

Hello everyone! I finally know when I’ll be rid of this goddamn school. Hopefully nothing will change!) My last day there will be December 15.
God I’m looking forward to that so much. I’m gonna die happy.
But is seems like the work I was going to be with for a month later, will beging around the same time. Well so long as I get away from this school anything is fine. I’m counting the days (well almost).  And hopefully I’m gonna know what kind of place I’m going to be working on sometime next week. So I’m gonna ask them then if it is possible for me to take some time of around New Years Eve.

And it seems I will be getting less money both this month and in December too. (Fuck!) Today I also know why. I was sick in the end of Septeber/begining of October. And they still payed me to much money then, which they now are taking back. Fucking awesome. I get to pay fo their misstakes. And to make matters worse (yes, it always gets worse…)
I really needed to buy some more pants, new gloves, winter shoes…
Its pretty cold in the mornings so I at least want some protection from the chill. And by the crap cash I’ll get out now, I’m not sure I’m gonna have enough to cover those costs.

My darkest hour

About 2-3years ago me and my family lost our electricity at the place we lived at the moment. It took a certain electrical company about 2 months to fix that. And that was in the middle of the winter, not so good times.
And now they have screwed up again. They were going to fix some electrical work for our neighbors but shutdown our and another one of our neighbors electricity.  And what do they say?
“We are sorry, but we can’t send another man out there to fix it before next week.” So sometime next week we’ll have the power back on. So if I’m not online much that’s why.

And there have been some talking here at school that they might get me into a store, where I can work. It will only be for a month. I both hope it happens and at the same time hope it does not happen. If I don’t do it, I’ll loose all my money they are very strict with this. I really don’t want to loose all my money. There has been a lot of shit happening wiht others where I go, that’s why they have become so strict with this. But if I do it other plans might get scraped…. Sadly…. I still don’t know if its the case but a big possibility, just so ya know.
Also sometime next week I will have 100% info on that matter, so for now lets keep our fingerscrossed.
But as always life keeps kicking me when I’m on the ground.

EDIT: Well it seems like we’ll be getting our electricity by tomorrow.
Guess they admited they had done wrong. Holy hell! Either way I don’t care if they are right or wrong as long as I get power pack I’m glad.

New design being worked on

Right now I have a flexible squares theme, that I’ve done.
And I’ve spent all of today (or yesterday if you will) trying to make a smooth sailing theme, based of this one.
Its hard work. And there is still much to be done. Hopefully I will finish that theme. If you want to check it out in action, just click on the link below. I would appriciate if you could report any errors you might find or just give critisim to what I can improve and I’ll try to do that, if I think it makes it look better.

Click here to see the new design

So its November now…

Yes,November. This year has gone by fast and not much good stuff has happened. But I’ve said all that before, so I won’t repeat myself again. :P
What are people doing? How are you doing?
Myself? Well I’m sadly not doing anything, just sitting by the computer and watching the days slowly and painfully pass.
I guess that happens when you have nothing to do. And how I’m doing? Right now not so well. I’ve had a headache since last night, not as bad but its still there. And I’m sitting here being bored with a headache in school. I wish I had stayed in bed. Ughh.

Well gotta do it for the money, so I can get me a new Playstation 3.
I really need a new one now, I’m more and more excited over
Valkyria Chronicles. God I’m hoping I can get a new one in Febuari.
Then I’m going to leave the internet for a while and do nothing but game! How I long for that. That’s all the complaining for now. Hope there can be some good news to post soon.

Wee, skoj.

Sådär ja, fick 360 av Kntheking idag. Hämtar den på posten och vad ser jag när jag öppnar paketet? Han har glömt att lägga i den stora tegelstens strömdosan. (så har du den kvar, tar jag gärna emot den, annars är boxen värdelös) Så det har varit av för att försöka hitta en polare som hade en så, jag kunde testa boxen. Efter mycket om och men fick jag låna en sådan tillfälligt… Så 2mil och och ett par timmar senare hemma igen. Yes, jag har allt! Woho. Kopplar in boxen och små städar lite.

BAAAAAAAM!!!!!!!!!

Denna mother fuckern kommer upp direkt. =(
Även om jag uppskattar det du gjort KN, så måste jag nu skicka iväg skiten direkt. En jävla tur att de tar det på garantin (den är snart slut, ju) annars hade jag suttit fast med boxen. Så förhoppningsvis kan jag ringa UPS i veckan (om jag får lapparna jag behöver för det av MS) och så bär det av till Tyskland där den ska sprättas upp och fixas. Hade dock hoppas kunna få spela något idag. =(
Visste ju redan om att den RLOD:at en gång, men trodde den skulle funka nu, så man blev lite ledsen i ögat.

Nameless entry

Sometimes you can just be amazed over things. Like today.
I’ve actually had energy to do something. It has been a fairly good day in school. And I’ve sent away three jobsearching letters. And!
I have totally redone my CV. So I have gotten many good things done today. And I’ll continue to work on my CV and hope to improve it more, hopefully the companies I send them to will actually answere me now. Well maybe they won’t, but who knows. ;)

Either way it just feels great to have gotten it done. And I’ve also gotten some of my gaminglust back. I actually feel glad to be alive for once. Was sometime ago I felt like this. Its a good feeling not to have go around being pissed off all the time and wishing for bad things to happen… Hope this will continue the way it is right now.

Doing nothing but…

Yeah. Well I’m not doing much. But I have this feeling I want to do something. Something that matters, but I don’t know what.
I just know its something and its driving me crazy that I can’t figure out what I want to do. Do I want to start writing something?
Make AMVs? And so on and on. As soon as I start thinking of it I loose intresst in it. Anyone else who feels stuff the same way? I don’t want it to be like this. Sadly there seems that there is noting to be done about it. =(

Its not easy getting over this feeling, especially when you have nothing to do. Or rather when you don’t want to do anything. I hate this god damn feeling. Bah!
Other than that life is just as boring as always nothing new and to poor to buy anything new. Fucking sucks. Wish I had something fun to report, but I don’t. Sadly. Hope my next update won’t be as gloomy.