I am taking a break
I have a lot of stuff to do at work and it seems like things will keep being busy there and sadly, my job comes first. Since I like to live in an apartment and eat food and even if it’s sometimes stressful I do enjoy my job very much. There will soon be a bit more stuff I’m going to do at work, so we’ll see exactly how that goes. I’m hoping I can get more to enjoy watching anime, playing games like I used to and hopefully work less weekends.
So I’ve decided to take a break from some stuff and try to really concentrate on the things that make me happy and feel good. So as soon as I have finished my review on Disgaea D2: A Brighter Darkness, I will take a break from writing for PSSverige. I love writing about games, but since I started writing I feel like I’ve enjoyed them a bit less. Probably since it feels more like work than my hobby, which is sad. And going around looking for gaming news also became work, so I sorta fell into a hole.
I just want to enjoy playing game like I used to and not thinking as a reviewer, I had a hard time balancing those thoughts and feelings. So thanks to that feeling like a job too, I grew tired pretty quick. Since I started to feel like I had no free time. It was thought and I’ve had to battle of a few depressions and other anxiety problems. Joel the chief has been nothing but understanding and supportive and I hope I can at least pop up one in a while with a review for the site. I just feel like I can’t be an active member, not right now. But I want to keep supporting the site and I think you should too. Joel is very passionate about PSSverige and I hope it will continue to grow.
So I will not be posting much news anymore either, but who knows in the future when things get better for me or things slow down a bit.
Still I want to give a big shout out to Joel who had given me a chance to do something I’ve dreamt of, thank you. Really man, honestly. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
And this coming weekend I will try to put a new hard drive in my PlayStation 3, so I hope the stuff that went wrong will fix itself. That I can send messages and add people to my friendlist once again. Hoping I’ll be fixing this Friday night or early Saturday. I really hope things will get better there too.
Tags: Anime, Break, Games, PSSverige, Support, Work, Writing
Work, work and you’ve guessed it. Work!
Ugh. Yeah, just ugh. Right now we are swamped at work, we have so much too do and not enough people to help us. And no they can’t hire more right now, so that’s is not an option. While it can be hard an frustrated at times, I still enjoy we have stuff to do. The only downside is that I am so damn tired when I get home, thankfully I’ll get of work early tomorrow. And hopefully I’ll be able to try Diablo III for the PlayStation 3 tomorrow with a colleague on PSSverige, that is if he can tomorrow.
And continuing with work, I have to work this weekend too. That sucks a bit, I’d like to get some time and fix my site. Get a new design, maybe try a new theme. I just do something new, but there never is any time for stuff like that. When I have free time I try to spend it with friends or games, so other stuff gets pushed back. But I am going to try and make time this weekend and get something done on the site.
I’d like to thank my friend “Elden Rucidor” for making the chibi version of myself, that I now have on my site. I think I am going to modify it a bit later, I’m really having a hard time with the pattern on the shirt. Works in real life but not so much in this picture I am afraid, it just messes with my eyes. Sorry man.
I guess I’ll have to change it to something with one color, it will be less stressful on my eyes that way. Again, thanks for making this man. I appreciate it and hopefully you actually see this post! (UPDATE: I have edit the colors now…) Thanks again Elden! =)
I’ll have to make some better posts in the upcoming weekend too, right now I’m not sure what I want to write about. Well that is not entirely true, but I’d rather sit down and write what I want when I have the time to do that. Will probably be mostly about games as always, but that’s just what I love! I love writing about games and discussing games, it’s one of the best things I know. So you won’t get away that easy! And speaking of games, I see a lot of people have been searching for “where you can get new hairstyles for Tales of Xillia.” The short easy answer to that question is you get them when you get new costumes. Either you get them from the few that are ingame or you will get new hairstyles when you buy costume DLC.
Tags: Busy, Design, Elden, Games, No time, Site, Tales of Xillia, Work, Yazuka
A bit down, but I have a trophy…
Yeah, I’m not feeling to well right now. Guess it was time for another depression to visit. Huh. I just want to get rid of this whole feeling that is covering me, I don’t like it. I loose all energy and will to do anything, what’s the use.
Hopefully I’ll start feeling better tomorrow when it time to work again, I always seem to steer clear of the dark thoughts when I am working. But we’ll see…
Well in better news at least, tomorrow is the start of E3 and I bet that’ll get me feeling much better. It is exciting this year, can’t wait to see what they’ll be announced. Looking forward to the Playstation 4. I’ll do my usual E3 posts later.
And last but not least. I managed to get the platinum trophy in Tales of Graces f, I never thought I’d go for that. So now there is nothing more for me in that game, a bit sad. But still a nice feeling when you know you’ve done everything in the game. All special bosses and stuff like that.
Tags: Bandai Namco, Depression, E3, Games, JRPG, Photos, Platinum, PS3, Tales of Graces f, Trophy, Work
I’m going places
Next Tuesday it is finally time for me to evolve. I am going on a work trip to Växsjö and I am going to become a “intern lärare”. I am so sorry, but the English word for this escapes me. I am going to study so I,ll get permission to teach other people. I guess that sums it up pretty well.
This is my first time making a trip like this, so I am starting to get a bit nervous now. But it will probably be good, I am looking forward to it. And I’ll be able to spend the night at a hotel, that’s another first time for me. So that is going to be really fun. It might not be all that far away from home, but it is still a trip.
I really love my job, so I am looking forward to this so very much. Hopefully I can be of even more help
I just want to give a big shout out to the people who has supported me. It means a lot to me and I am very thankful to have been given a chance to do this. If this also gives me the ability to help people who was/is like me, feel much better or introduce them to a nice enviorment. Then I’ll be very happy. Well time for some sleep and I need to pack some stuff that I am going to bring.
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Tags: Hotel, Travel, Trip, Växsjö, Work
Writning and stuff
So it has been a while since I last posted. Well as usually of late, there has been much to do in my real life, like work and other stuff I have no direct control over.
And I’ve been having some writers block for some time now. I love to write, but I just can’t get into the mood and write something. I’d love to continue writing me and Elden’s fantasy story, especially since we rebooted it. The only down part in this, except for the writers block is my mild dyslexia, something I try to overcome as much as possible.
And speaking if writing I have been writing on a blog since 2006, that’s a pretty long time. Why do I do it? Well as I said I like to write so that is one reason, another reason is for me to process some stuff. I write both good and bad stuff that happens and by doing that it helps me process some of it. If it’s bad stuff I can get it of my chest, and if it is good its worth mentioning. The best thing about writing the bad stuff is to read it later when you have overcome what ever it was. And I do it for the reason that my memory can be really crappy at times, and there are some things I want to remember. I write my blog for myself and if others see it and read it, that is fine.
On another note, last weekend me and Elden started our Mega Man X marathon. We finished MMX1 to MMX3 and are at the end of MMX4, that was very fun. We had some problem.with a real shit controller but that’s fixed now. So next time will be a much better experience. Not really looking forward to playthrough MMX7… But that’s just something we have to do. And we would have loved to do.videos if these marathon playthroughs and talk about the games while playing them. Maybe some other time, but that is something I really wanna do.
Tags: Busy, Fantasy, Games, Life, Marathon, Motivation, Stuff, Work, Writing
One crazy dude, in a crazy zone
Hi hello folks! Wow, things have been really boring since last update. most exciting thing so far has been that I’ve started working again, yes my vacation is officially over. Feels both good and a bit sad, good because now I can meet all my wonderful coworkers again and have a super fun time. Sad because, well you have to work! Haha, just kidding. I love my work. =)
I would so very much like to upgrade my 32inch TV to a 42inch right now, starting to get very tired of that little TV. It’s been good and all, but I want something bigger! [That’s what she said!] Hey!?
Sorry about the yellow box, I’ve been reading up on a few Deadpool comic and it seems they are getting to me, but then again Deadpool is frickin’ awesome so no harm there. Right? RIGHT!? I’m doomed…
I’m thinking really hard about getting a cheap ass tablet, so I can read comic on that. That would be the best, or just like a mini laptop or whatever. Not quite a laptop, but still useful and something more suited to what I am after. Perhaps I’ll have to go ebay hunting in the future or just look around and see if I find something cheap. [Like your girlfriend!?] The fuck! You know I ain’t got no girlfriend. Aww, damn… I haz a sad now. ;D
Yeah, I’m nuts right now folks. Don’t worry it’s not contagious. I think? Finally Darksiders II and Transformers Fall of Cybertron. Can’t wait till I get my little mittens on those games. Hopefully I’ll be playing all night long, I miss having an allnighter. Ever if it wasn’t all that long ago since I pulled one. Well enough of my rantings and crazy talk, I’ve probably made a few people raise their eyebrows a bit. Hopefully. :D
Tags: Bored, Comics, Crazy, Deadpool, Nuts, TV, Weird, Work
Weekend break!
Wow, the last month I have been swamped with work… And after tomorrow it’s finally a new weekend. Time to recharge those batteries, I really hope things will be better once I’ve moved and I can rid myself of stress. And I’m still not feeling well, I actually don’t have the energy to do much. Good thing there are stuff I have to do, or I might have faded way deep into depression.
I’ve at least managed to get a few more hours played on Sonic Generations and finished the game yesterday, pretty nice game actually. I enjoyed the classic Sonics parts more than modern Sonic. Even if both where good, classic was better IMO.
Now I’m going to sink my teeth into Catherine (I literally would love that, if it was Katherine.), so I’m hoping that it’s a good game. I’ve heard both good and bad things about it, so we’ll see which side I’ll land on.
This coming weekend my good friend ZX-Omega is coming to visit. I haven’t seen him in a while, so I’m going for total internet blackout this weekend. So I won’t be reachable, perhaps not much different from now. But this time I’m choosing it of my own will, but because I have to go to bed early just to try and get a few hours of sleep… Good god, I can hardly think about anything else than my new apartment. I want to move now! Now!! I really want to get away from where i live now, for a bunch or various reasons. So I can start to feel and get better.
And on the 27th it’s finally time for The Avengers! Really looking forward to see that on the big screen, being the nerd I am. And that is also the last weekend before the move!
