A decade nearing its end

We are soon entering the last month of the year, month number twelve. So this year is almost over, it gone by fast and a lot of things has happened this year. Both good and bad, but for once the good outweighs the bad stuff. But it feels good, really good even.
Well, the past week I fell into a depression. Its not uncommon this time of year for me to feel really depressed, I even feel abandoned. It was a hard and heavy feeling to bear and while I know my friends are there, its hard to get rid of those thought you get. They dig deep into your mind and just grow…

Hopefully next year will bring more money, both November and December are going to be killer months. Hopefully I’ll survive on the all the goddamn pasta. As soon as I can afford it, I’m going out to eat something so good it will make regular food seem like crap!
Ah, hopefully I can travel more next year too. There is so much that I hope for, really crossing my fingers that I will get hired and earn some money. And not live with this piece of crap called an economy that I have now, I wanna do stuff!

As some might know, Leslie Nielsen passed away on November 28th. It really saddened me, since I liked his form of comedy and humor very much. He stars in one of my favorite movies of all time, Dracula: Dead and Loving it. You’ll be missed, R.I.P.
I also want to say happy birthday to my little brother Markus, that turns 20 today. Ugh, to think its seven years since I was twenty. Haha, time really does fly. Before I go to bed and try to get some sleep so I can be up and alert at work tomorrow, I leave you with this tasty treat! Gingerbread and milk! Gotta love that combo!

Yummy, yummy! I love milk and gingerbread cookies

Avatar ended

I’ve been watching Avatar – The Last Airbender for some time now. And I’ve just seen the last episode. A shame it has ended but, all good things come to an end. I was not very hyped for this series from the start, I was rather negative towards it. And I’m glad I was. Since it made it all the sweeter to watch and really enjoy it.
My favorite character without a doubt is Iroh. Zuko’s uncle, he is kickass and cool. And just plain awesome, I really like his character.
I don’t think I have much more to say about the series, just watch it. It was refreshing to watch it, since just watching animes for so long.

I think my only complaint with the show is that it tries to mimic anime sometimes. With stupid and crazy face gestures. Sure it doesn’t make the show bad, but I would just have liked it more without those things. Just a things that irritated me a little, but all in all I’m very pleased with just about everything in the show. I might have wished the ending was a bit different,but I still liked how it turned out. So if you have even the slightest of interest in the show, watch it.

Well fuck everything

And just when I think I can be a bit happy, something else turns around and bites me in the ass. As usuall. I’m so sick and tired of always have to comprimize things. I don’t know how much more I have to take before its enough!
If it ever will be enough. Yeah, as you guessed something has happned. =P
I just want to went out my rage, I don’t feel like talking about it, because talking won’t make it better or go away. Its time like this I just want everything to end. Now. No more pain and suffering. Fuck it all.