This week has been one hell of a week, it started bad but thankfully it’s gotten better! It would really kick-started my depression and I really don’t want that right now. This is just a rant post, I need to get the negative thoughts out of my head. Firstly it started with my headache, I’ve had it for a few days but Monday-Tuesday where the worst days of it. With nausea and dizziness following the headache. And to top the Monday of even more I got my bicycle stolen outside my home, me and a neighbor or two got ours taken. So that of course added to my already grumpy personality.
Since I’ve more or less have slept this week away, because I could hardly do anything else the headache really took it’s toll on me. I haven’t been able to go too the gym either, so I feel really guilty about that. Yesterday, my keyboard stopped working and I’m low on funds right now to buy something new. So I had to dig out an really old crappy keyboard. Sure this is just whining but still, little stuff adding and adding when you’ve already had a bad week can sometimes make or break everything.
The worst part is that my cellphone is singing its last song and that is really something to be really worried about. I need the phone, to keep track of my meetings, contact people.
The calender is more or less essential in my work since I can sync it with my computer. Those of you who need your phone in your work, knows just how important it is to have it working. So now I need to start looking for a new one, again I don’t have the cash for this right now. And I’m just feeling the pressure of this stuff now, stuff getting stolen, stuff breaking. Why most everything happen at the same time? Give me some time to breathe!
Everything is starting to feel better now, no more headache and I’ve regained my strength and energy. So that feels really good! The feeling you get when you can finally rise from all shitty stuff that has happened is one of the greatest feelings I know. Next week it E3, that a reason too be happy. I’m going to watch it with my friend Elden this year, so that’s going to be really great! I soon have vacations, all together I’m just working nine more days. then I’m just going to chill! So that’s something I’m longing for and I have a whole lot of games I can’t wait to finally have some time too play. Plus I am going to the gym everyday on my vacation, so be sure I keep some form of time table. Or I might accidentally revert back into old ways of living. But in the end, I think everything will be good and workout just fine.
Whew! I am glad May 1st is a holiday here in Sweden. I’ve gotten some work done at home today, alot of stuff done actually. The kitchen is as good clear, just have to defrost the fridge and it’s all empty! Just have to clean everything later, but I’ll do that before the big move clean inspection. Which will be sometime later this month.
I cleaned some windows to, I will most likely have to clean the outside again later. But at least they wont be as dirty as they where now. Gonna get a few more boxes tomorrow I think, so I can put my stuff away in a good way. Soon I’ll just have some furniture left to take, but I’ll move what I can on Thursday. And then on Friday we’ll take the rest.
It feels good knowing you’ll move away from a shitty place, to something that will likely be much better. That’s the whole impression I have gotten from the new neighborhood, so we will see how it turns out. But I highly doubt it will be as bad as it is, where I live know. Finally peace and quite, no kids live there and the one who lived the apartment before said it was a good place to live.
The only downside, is the smaller apartment. Well for its a plus too. Cheaper rent, but I’m not to fond of having the bed in the same room as everything else. At least there is a real kitchen, you can sit in. I wouldn’t have taken the apartment otherwise.
Hehe, yeah I just keep rambling about my apartment, but I am really looking forward to this. It is going to be great and I can’t wait to everything is moved, so I can start playing again. And take long bike rides and perhaps find small adventures. But one of the biggest things I hope I can work on is doing my own movies, it’s a dream I’ve had for a long time. And I feel like it is time to try and do something about it. I really hope it will turn into something. You never know until you try.
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In just a few more days I’ll finally be moving, can’t wait to get away from here and start my new life. I hope I’ll finally get to feel at ease and finally start to feel happy again.
But enough of the dark and gloom, I’ve actually been feeling rather well lately, probalby do to the moving part. But it feels good not to feel pissy and sick all the time.
I’ve also gotten a bike so I can go on trips on my own, no more taking the bus to get where I need to go. And not only that, but I can get some excercise. So that feels so damn good!! Hehe, so no more sitting at home at weekends, now I’ll go out and take trips.
I saw The Avengers yesterday too. I liked it very much, it was just what I had hoped for. I won’t say much more that that. Sadly it was only shown in 3D, which at least in out cinema sucks. I’m not impressed at all and it’s hard on the eyes.
Right now I am watching Underworld Awakening, it is pretty okay. Wasn’t expecting much, but I like Underworld 1 and 2 more. But Kate Beckinsale is hot, hot, hot!!
Well that’s enough ramblings from me right now. My regulsr internet will soon close, so I won’t be able to surf or talk with people. Which I’ve been pretty bad at the last couple of months, but I just don’t like being as much at the conputer as I did in the past. Well either way, I’ll only be able to surf on my cellphone. So I’ll be making an update when I have moved.
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Well firstly this month has been slow as hell. Its been pretty boring.
And I just want it to be over, so I can get my hands on Metal Gear Solid 4 sooner!
The more I think about it, I can’t seem to find very positive stuff about this month, sure its had its golden moments, as when an old friend of the family gave me their old bike. It may not look like much but its functional and I don’t have to buy one.
Well I decided to do something different today. I decided to take pictures of some of the stuff that has had some sort of importance today. Like what I’ve been doing. This is very unlike me, I never take picture, but what the hell! I’m going to do this June 12 too.
The first thing I did today when I got up was to boot up the PS3 and started Playing Wild Arms 1. I played for about two hours and after that I did some other tings, like watch some anime and had dinner. And I forgot to take pictures of those things. =/
When the clock was around 19,25 I decided to take my bike and take a 7-8km long ride to Willys. Why? I wanted to cola. This is probably the the dumbest thing I’ve done for cola so far. -.-
Willys had and offer that I wanted to take part of. Buy 3 coca Cola company drinks and get a special Eufa Cola glass. I got this glass yesterday since my parents had bought some soda and today I bought myself and got a glass.
Which I gave to my mother since she collects special cola glasses. So she was happy. After I had gotten home I was sweaty and tired. So before I hit the shower (no pics sorry), I shaved my head completely. Ahhh, how I love being hairless.
So not much remains of the day, right now I’m looking at my PS3 and thinking about how much I love it. I want to hug it. And I’m going to end this day by playing more Wild Arms. Thanks for taking your time to read all this. The next picture day update will be better. ^^
I hope I can afford a HDTV soon!!! Actually I hope I can afford anything soon. =)