Give me cheese for my whine!!

Yesterday was a pretty awful day. Work was pretty okay, but then my colleague that I work with got sick and headed home. Leaving me with a bunch of work. And driving our big cleaner machine, which I’ve only have received little training for. It went okay, but still… That was a bit to much to take in all on one day, but it had to be done and I was pretty stressed out.
Well after this hard day, I managed to get home a bit earlier. Needed to do some shopping since my fridge was empty as fuck, yay out into the wild! People everywhere for some reason, more people than it usually is. And me having “torg skräck” I get very stressful around lot’s of people and got a minor panic attack.
After a few hours I’m finally done, I have about 3 hours before I should go to bed and try to get some sleep. So I think, hey Micke. You work hard today, buy something good. So I order some kebab from my usually place, but this could possibly have been the worst meal I’ve had in ages. It cost 84SEK and the fries where tasteless, the kebab unfinished. URGH!
There quality have been dropping much lately and this was the last straw for me, I’m not eating there anymore.

Yes! Give me cheese dood!

Ten is the magic number

Ten is really the magic number for me, its the number of month it took me to be employed at work. I’ve known Kntheking for over ten years now. Its ten years this year since I met another one of my most important friends, when we went to C4 IV.
Its also been ten years since me and Elden started our fantasy series/story
The Saga of Reconis, time sure does fly… Its amazing to think we’ve spent ten years on that. Just continuing to adding, fixing the characters story and such. I’m glad it still lives on. I’ve used my username Yazuka for ten years now, might even be more than ten years there.. But I’m at least 100% certain I started using it seriously in 2001.

I was thinking of something else that had to do with ten also, but now that I’m writing I can’t remember what it was. Either way ten years is a long time for anything, it hasn’t always been easy. But I’m glad I’ve had the support of my friends all the way, some shown much more support than others… Its been fun times and now I have slowly started working on my newest project, but I’ll post more about that later. Want to get it ready a bit more before I show anything. Its something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time and have done before, but it didn’t work out as I had hoped. Now I’m more in control of the project and Kntheking who is my partner in this project share mostly of my ideas. We had an idea of this before, but now we are really going to go our own way with this. As it was first planned, now some of you might have already guessed what’s cooking. But you’ll still have to wait to find out.

Last day as an intern

Going to work now, its my last day as an intern. When I go home today I’ll be going home as an intern, when I come back on Monday I’ll be coming back as a real employee!
It feels so incredible great, hard to describe in words. My nine months of working hard and doing the best I can has really payed of, thanks to all of my friends who have supported me.
Tomorrow is also the last the day of 2010, its been a good year. It has had its ups and downs, but mostly ups for me.

2010 is the best year ever!

Those who have followed my site over the years, know I’m not the luckiest guy alive.
I’ve always had bad luck and a somewhat challenging life. But I’ve tried my best to make it work, but was almost always kicked in face. So to say, 2010 started as a pretty good year.
I started working and got some rhythm in my life. My insomnia problems, I’ve ha for about 10-12years disappeared. And that felt really good to be able to sleep like a normal human, it has done wonders with my mood.

Despite that crap that happened in June-September, this year has been awesome.
I finally got my own place and it was so awesome and I’ve never felt so free! But the thing that really make this year one of the best ever for me… Is that I’ll get employed! Fuck yeah!
Yes, from January 2011 I’ll be employed and earn money!! I’ve worked hard for this moment, this whole year. I’m so happy to see it finally paying off.
And it seems like things will finally start to change for the better for me, I’m really looking forward to see what 2011 will bring now. Thanks all my friends who have supported me, I appreciate it all.

I’m looking forward to next week!

And here we are, in the last month of the year. Wow, this year really has flown by. There has been a bunch of crap that has happened this year, but I think the positive ones have by far overshadowed the crap. Which is nice, since its the first time in years, that I feel that things are finally going to be good. And they will hopefully just keep getting better in 2011.

Also on Monday (Dec 13) I might have so really good news to share with you, well I hope I can share it everyone then. If not, I’m hoping sometime around next week at least.
Its really something wonderful for me and I hope my friends can enjoy it somewhat too, well as much as friends can enjoy other peoples happiness.

Its happening tomorrow!!

I’m so happy and excited right now. Tomorrow is the big day, the day I’ll finally spread my wings and move to my own place. I’ve longed for this day for many years, so I feels a bit unreal right now. But its also a nice feeling, I won’t probably get any sleep tonight.
As soon as I get an internet connection in my apartment I will upload some pictures. I’ve got just about everything I need, I just need to get a couch and I’m all set.

Its going pretty well at work to, I just keep hearing good things about me there.
And that’s very nice to hear. I’ll probably get permanent work there if a spot opens up, they just about told me that yesterday. I was a very positive force and I made my fellow workers feels face and good, when they worked with me. I never expected to hear something like that from the bosses. So I was taken by surprise with all the nice things they had to say about me. But I’m glad, since now I know I’ve been doing a good job and that I’m well liked.
So keeping my fingers crossed now, it I could get a permanent place there I can finally start living for real.

Hopefully I can get some new games in the coming months, Atelier Rorona, Dead Rising 2 and Castlevania: Lords of Shadow are all around the corner. I would love to get them all, but we’ll see… Hopefully I can get some money for my birthday in October, that would help a lot.
At least Dead Rising 2 is booked thanks to Gamestop Sweden’s trade in deals, sadly that was the only game I could preorder. But at least its something, I’m eagerly awaiting that game. The first one on Xbox 360 was a blast, but I’ll be getting the Playstation 3 version of DR2.
Well that’s all for now, guess I’ll better get back to packing. And waiting before I get the keys to the apartment, the waiting it the worst part. Like always.

April is here and I’m working

Its been some time since I wrote, nearly a week since last post. I’ve been both sick and busy, so I haven’t had the energy to write anything. I haven’t touched Final Fantasy XIII for some time either. I’ve lost some of my interest in the game. Why? I might go into that more in later posts.

And while I’m on the subject. I’m extremely thankful for my friend Robert SC. Who is going to let me borrow his God of War III. Really looking forward to play that and I do need to play something else that isn’t FFXIII right now. So I’m hoping I’ll be able to play it next week. So looking forward to kick ass with Kratos again!

Well anyway I’ve been working for three days now and it feels pretty okay, even if I hate going up so early. But its not all that bad. At least the people there are friendly and I get to be out much. And travel around to a bunch of different places. But we’ll see how I feel about it when I’ve worked a full week or even two weeks.

Well while I was sick I watch a whole load of anime and finished of a few series, I’m going to write about them later in an upcoming post. I guess this is all for now, I’ll post more when I get the time. And I’m not going to be online as much as before, which is something I think some of you’ve already understood. So less time on MSN, Loading and all other stuff that I’m usually on.