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I’m so happy and excited right now. Tomorrow is the big day, the day I’ll finally spread my wings and move to my own place. I’ve longed for this day for many years, so I feels a bit unreal right now. But its also a nice feeling, I won’t probably get any sleep tonight.
As soon as I get an internet connection in my apartment I will upload some pictures. I’ve got just about everything I need, I just need to get a couch and I’m all set.

Its going pretty well at work to, I just keep hearing good things about me there.
And that’s very nice to hear. I’ll probably get permanent work there if a spot opens up, they just about told me that yesterday. I was a very positive force and I made my fellow workers feels face and good, when they worked with me. I never expected to hear something like that from the bosses. So I was taken by surprise with all the nice things they had to say about me. But I’m glad, since now I know I’ve been doing a good job and that I’m well liked.
So keeping my fingers crossed now, it I could get a permanent place there I can finally start living for real.

Hopefully I can get some new games in the coming months, Atelier Rorona, Dead Rising 2 and Castlevania: Lords of Shadow are all around the corner. I would love to get them all, but we’ll see… Hopefully I can get some money for my birthday in October, that would help a lot.
At least Dead Rising 2 is booked thanks to Gamestop Sweden’s trade in deals, sadly that was the only game I could preorder. But at least its something, I’m eagerly awaiting that game. The first one on Xbox 360 was a blast, but I’ll be getting the Playstation 3 version of DR2.
Well that’s all for now, guess I’ll better get back to packing. And waiting before I get the keys to the apartment, the waiting it the worst part. Like always.

Its been some time since I wrote, nearly a week since last post. I’ve been both sick and busy, so I haven’t had the energy to write anything. I haven’t touched Final Fantasy XIII for some time either. I’ve lost some of my interest in the game. Why? I might go into that more in later posts.

And while I’m on the subject. I’m extremely thankful for my friend Robert SC. Who is going to let me borrow his God of War III. Really looking forward to play that and I do need to play something else that isn’t FFXIII right now. So I’m hoping I’ll be able to play it next week. So looking forward to kick ass with Kratos again!

Well anyway I’ve been working for three days now and it feels pretty okay, even if I hate going up so early. But its not all that bad. At least the people there are friendly and I get to be out much. And travel around to a bunch of different places. But we’ll see how I feel about it when I’ve worked a full week or even two weeks.

Well while I was sick I watch a whole load of anime and finished of a few series, I’m going to write about them later in an upcoming post. I guess this is all for now, I’ll post more when I get the time. And I’m not going to be online as much as before, which is something I think some of you’ve already understood. So less time on MSN, Loading and all other stuff that I’m usually on.

Yeah, didn’t get any sleep at all yesterday. It sucked hard! So I was half sleep when I was at the meeting with *****. But I did hear all the the stuff the guy there told me, so I guess that’s a relief. Back to ***** tomorrow for more info and then I guess I’ll start there. Wonder what kind of trainee job I’ll get to do.
Hope I’ll get some sleep tonight, so history won’t repeat itself… -.-

And thanks to not getting any sleep yesterday, I didn’t play anything either.
I was like a zombie… And I didn’t get to eat any brains either! Sad zombie. But at least I’ve taken care of of the gaming part today. But I’m not done yet!
I need to play more of FFXII today! Just taking a break right now and getting a few other things done. And awaiting tomorrow and see what that day will bring.

We finally got a real internet connection! No more crappy mobile internet connections here! I’m so glad for that. Was everything this fast in the past? I can’t remember…
And no Final Fantasy XIII today either. FUCK! I was hoping to start playing it today! But no! I’m a bit pissed at that, hopefully it will come tomorrow…

I’m just hoping I’ll be able to play some of the game, before I begin “working” on the 16th-18th. After that I don’t know how much time I’ll be able to spend with the stuff I love. Hopefully I’ll still be able to play a bit. And hopefully this can lead to a real job, that’s what I’m hoping. But I don’t think it will, I would be overjoyed if I was wrong.
But right now I’m not in the mood for a “what if” or “fantasy” future.
At the moment I’m not feeling to well, started yesterday… Hope it turns around soon.

And to make matters worse… My mobile died on me today! Fucking fantastic!
I just feel like going back to bed today. Nothing (besides the internet) has gone right today. More expenses, I’m growing tired of this shit. Real tired…

So I’m finally done with my vector image of KOS-MOS. as soon as I got home from my friend, I continued work with this. And I’m really pleased at how it turned out. You can see the original post I made about this vector here.

I skipped on making her chocker, since it turned out to be a bit hard for me.
So I just went ahead and finished the picture without adding it.
And I’m still very pleased with how the picture turned out. Hopefully I’m better by the next vectors I make, so I can add it to future pictures.

If you want a bigger picture of this I recommend heading over to my
DeviantArt page and get it there.
Its much bigger than the little preview I have here on the site. So if you really want to see how the picture turned out, head over there.
I would also appreciate if people would comment, so I know what to improve or just to hear what you think.

So looking forward to hear what people think, since its what motivates me to continue doing work like this. Can’t wait to get started on my newest vector, or perhaps I should try and finish some of the old ones I have. Well for the bigger version of this vector, get it here!

For the past couple of hours I’ve been totally occupied with work. I’ve finally continued my vectorization of a picture I’ve been working on for a long time.
I had done the body and face before, but today I finally got around to make the hair. Goddamn! Its really much work to vectorize that. But I’m very pleased with the way it turned out and I have a few things left.

For those of you who don’t know the picture I’ve been vectorizing is of KOS-MOS from Xenosaga.
I’m still missing some details on her headgear, will take care of that next. And I have to give draw her chocker. Since I’m going away later today, going to spend two days at a friends house. There will be no more work on this for now. After the rest is done all that is left to do is color this picture and upload it to DeviantArt, for the whole world to see.
Hopefully people will enjoy this picture also. This will also hopefully be the first of a few KOS-MOS vectors.

When I’m done with all, I’m going to create an image gallery here on the site for the pieces of artwork that I’ve made. Well at least I’m going to have the stuff I’m most pleased with. Enough talk, enjoy the picture. Please comment it if you feel like it.

In a few hours I’m going to have a meeting with “Arbetsförmedligen”.
So I’ll see what they have in store for me… I’m fearing the worst. And the worst being, that they’ll put me in a school like shit, like last time.
I’m really hoping that is not the case. I’m not sure I would survive that. Since the last place didn’t do shit for me. And I don’t feel like sitting by a computer 8h a day, in school like enviorment.
If it had been like a real school, where you actually could have learned something, then that would have been good.

So I’ll get back to this in a few hours when my fate is sealed… And on another note, I’m pretty proud of myself. I haven’t had any Coca Cola or other sodas for over a week now. And its going to stay that way.