Yes! I’m still alive!

Its been some time since I last made a post here or was online on MSN or Skype. Well, I haven’t been feeling all to well. And last weekend it finally exploded, I was struck with both fever and a cold from hell. Lost my voice a few days, cough so much that my ribs started to hurt. Was awesome. NOT! But at least I’m starting to feel better now. Thankfully. When I’ve had the energy to do stuff, I’ve mostly watched some TV, or been playing Spider-Man Shattered Dimensions. Will probably post a mini-review of that game later. So if you are interested in what I have to say about the game, check back later.

And finally thanks to my job I’m able to pay of my old debts, it feels great. Even if I’ll be poor for some upcoming months, but I’ve waited so long for this. To finally be able to pay back what I’ve loaned, it really feels good for the soul. And I’m really hoping I’ll be able to attend the Sci-Fi convention that is going to take place in Malmö in April. I’m going there with a few friends on April 2nd. Pictures will of course be posted from this event, perhaps even movies. We’ll see about the last one, but pictures is a guarantee!

I’m also glad that I’ve finally been able to score a real couch. It took some time, but finally I can sit really comfortably too! I’m thankful for the couch my friend Hubbe gave me, but this one is so much better, bigger and much better looking. Now just about everyone who comes over can have a place to sit at. Except Ezakiel, he just breaks couches.

I will survive?

Ugh! One big fucking UGH! This month is a real killer, I really hope I’ll survive this one. I’m going to get less money than I expected, the bills where higher than expected..
I thought it was going to be the same it had been the last three months, but apparently it was much more expensive this month. So goddamn great.
When everything is payed I’m going to have about 400sek left and I need to buy food for a whole month for that. Good fucking luck… Yeah, I’m whiny and bitchy right now. Don’t feel all to good either. I’m sorry ZX-Omega but I won’t be able to visit you, I can’t afford any extra stuff now. I don’t honestly have the strength to care to much about going away either right now. And I was going to a christmas party with my work too, I’m having a hard time even thinking about spending time with other people right now. I was hoping to buy some new clothes to wear there. I think I’m going to puke soon…

Internet! But no FFXIII…

We finally got a real internet connection! No more crappy mobile internet connections here! I’m so glad for that. Was everything this fast in the past? I can’t remember…
And no Final Fantasy XIII today either. FUCK! I was hoping to start playing it today! But no! I’m a bit pissed at that, hopefully it will come tomorrow…

I’m just hoping I’ll be able to play some of the game, before I begin “working” on the 16th-18th. After that I don’t know how much time I’ll be able to spend with the stuff I love. Hopefully I’ll still be able to play a bit. And hopefully this can lead to a real job, that’s what I’m hoping. But I don’t think it will, I would be overjoyed if I was wrong.
But right now I’m not in the mood for a “what if” or “fantasy” future.
At the moment I’m not feeling to well, started yesterday… Hope it turns around soon.

And to make matters worse… My mobile died on me today! Fucking fantastic!
I just feel like going back to bed today. Nothing (besides the internet) has gone right today. More expenses, I’m growing tired of this shit. Real tired…

Feeling sick and got computer problems…

I’ve been playing a bit of White Knight Chronicles for the PS3 the last couple of days. A really good game, I’ve had some trouble with enjoying in the last two days. Not because the game is bad or anything, I just think I’m getting sick. I have no energy or will to play. Its pretty frustrating and the fact I haven’t been feeling all that well. So its mostly been watching TV and sitting by my computer.

And speaking of computers, I’m fairly sure mine is done for now. It gets warm faster and just shuts down when ever the hell it wants. But its to be expected, its about 8-9 years old this year. And the previous owner didn’t take good care of it.
So I can hardly do a thing on it anymore, before it shuts down and I have to restart it. So no more photoshop or movie making for me… And I’ve said it before I won’t spend a penny on this computer anymore. I’ve already payed enough.

I’m hoping I can find some cheap crap to replace this one for now, just until I can build my own new computer. My family was probably going to help me with that, but its still like 5 months into the future. I just need something that I can use for that amount of time. But its not the easiest of things to find, not for what I can afford right now.

Some sort of update…

I’ve been sick since wednesday. I’ve cought a cold. I hate it. I’ve blowing my damn nose every damn second, well at least it feels like that. And I’ve had fever and not poer what so ever. I hate being sick. And I’m still not feeling better. hope it will pass soon. Well there has been a lot of crap happening too, but I’m not going to write about that…

I’ve been trying to play some Super stardust HD. To beat my friend
kntheking‘s record. Hah… It hasn’t gone well. I’ll have to try when I feel better. Not many days until Soul Calibur 4 is released. Yes! looking forward to that. And on a side not I want to wish my friend nordiclania a very happy birthday! Sorry I couldn’t be there. So I’ll have to see you at another time. hopefully sometime in this year.

Water drops Grizzly Cats

Here are some random photos I’ve taken with my cellphone camera. Its crappy I know. But at least you can see what it is, and it works fine for me. Just about the only thin that tastes anything right now, water, milk and other drinks don’t taste anything. As I said before I hate being sick. -.-
and some pictures of our kittens. The one on the separate picture is the one we are going to keep, and then there is a picture of all of them.

I’m sorry

As you all might have noticed I haven’t been online. Well first of I’ve been sick. And a bit depressed. Or should I say a really deep depression. Its about stuff that happened In the past I tought I was over… But I guess I wasn’t.
So I didn’t go online to meet people, I just didn’t want to, or cared to do so. But I’m better now.

And on top of that now Felia [Telia], has done something to our internet conection so I can’t go online at home. Hopefully they will resolve this problem soon. Because I wanna surf now and talk to my friends.
A few of my friends thought something has happened since I wasn’t online like I used to. Well there you have it. Another update will probalby come when we get our internet back. You can check out my deviant, I’m going to upload some new pics atleast…