Down, depressed and soon 29..
Less than a week left until I turn 29. Heh, not that I care much about that. It’s just a number and doesn’t mean much to me, just adding to a bigger number. Guess that’s the best part of this month, because I have not been feeling well. I’m entering one of my depressing periods, it’s so damn hard to fight that. I’ve been wanting to avoid taking pills for as long as I’ve could, I’ve taken some for my depressions at time. But now I think I need something better and perhaps a more regular approach to it.
This past week that we are now leaving behind us has been bad, I’ve been walking around like an empty shell. And its hard that no one around me seems to understand how hard this is, and doesn’t give much thought. And it’s so damn hard to explain these kind of things to people, especially if they don’t understand how it feels to be like this.
So I hope I can get an appointment at the doctor next Friday and hopefully I can get some help, at least see if I can get a diagnose on why I am like I am and have to feel like I do.
And hopefully get rid of some of the heavy load ‘m carrying from my past, that would be nice. Or at least get some of it of my chest, so it doesn’t sink me down so much..
This was a depressing post, I really hope the next ones will be much better and happier. If I just can get rid of this heavy, empty feeling I can start feeling a bit better. At least for now and that would be great.
Tags: Birthday, Depressed, Me, Yazuka
Birthday and Tintin
Thanks everyone who has called and sms:ed me and wishing me a happy birthday today. I apriciate it very much. Today I turned 28, and as always nothing feels different. A few folks will come over on Saturday and we’ll watch some halloween movies. And tomorrow I will be treated to the new Tintin movie. Looking forward to that as well. Again thanks for your messages it means a lot to me.
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Tags: Birthday, Me, Movies, Tintin, Yazuka
I’m back again! Or am I?
Hello friends! I’m hoping my internet troubles are fixed now. I haven’t had any troubles since last night and all until right now, at least. So we’ll see, but I’m hoping for the best.
I’m also hoping that I get my copy of Batman: Arkham City tomorrow, I really wanna kick more ass as Batman tomorrow! Keeping everything I can crossed that I’ll get it tomorrow. For now I am playing Back To The Future part 1.
And in exactly one week I’ll turn 28. Damn! So much stuff that has happened this year it almost overwhelming, both good and bad… But hopefully its been more good stuff than bad for once.
Tags: Back To The Future, Batman, Birthday, Games, Internet, Trouble, Yazuka
God of Prinnies
Ahh, finally time for some Disgaea 4 again. I haven’t played for a few days now, other things got in the way, as always. But I love the game its awesome and funny, just like the Disgaea games should be. Too bad I’ve caught a cold again. So I am not feeling so hot. But at least I have some time too play and rest, so I am well when Kristoffer gets here.
I am also looking forward to start playing God of War Collection vol 2. Or GoW Origins as its called in the US. But I think the next game in line after Disgaea 4 is Zelda Twilight Princess. Looking forward to play it for reals. Just seen a bunch of the game at a friends house, but now I am going to play it myself. And I wanted to say happy birthday to ZX-Omega! Congrats man.
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Tags: Birthday, Disgaea, Games, God of War, The Legend of Zelda
Happy 27th birtday!
Yes, today is the day! The day when I turn 27, it feels just the same as It did yesterday!
Sadly. Except for this year I live at my own place and things have started moving forward for me. Its a bit weird, to I like it. Looking forward to Friday when I, Elden & ZX-Omega will go and watch Scott Pilgrim VS The World at the cinema.
And on Saturday, another friend Claim Solais and his girlfriend will join us for some Halloween movies and just have a good time. Really looking forward to this, its gonna be fun. Well, I hope it’ll be fun at least. Enjoying some snacks with good friends, while watching movies and having a mini-celebration for my birthday? Sounds awesome too me.
EDIT: Fucking crap! I just saw that the cinema where I live won’t be getting Scott Pilgrim VS The World. Great, fucking great. Now that plan is ruined. I hate it when they can’t show all movies everywhere, no wonder why some people download movies. Fuck.
I’ll leave you know with this video of Brentalfloss giving Castlevania II’s song Bloody Tears some lyrics. Not for everyone, but at least I enjoy his humor.
Tags: Birthday, Brentalfloss, Friends, Me, Movies, Videos, Weekend, Yazuka
Snow way!?!
Yeah, you see what I did there. Funny, haha! Anyway, I really got myself a shocker when I left my apartment this morning… It had snows and quite a bit too, I can’t remember that there’s ever been snow in October before. Well not so near my birthday at least! So yeah, big surprise!
Its almost been two weeks since Kntheking and Seraphim was at my place, I thought it was a blast! I really enjoyed it, too bad it didn’t last longer. One of the best days I’ve had this year, yeah they really are easily counted. We didn’t do all that much, mostly talked about games. And it enjoyed it tremendously, beats the crap out of talking on msn! Hope it won’t take another year until we can met again and hopefully I can take a trip up to Stockholm.
And next Wednesday its time to grow one year older, yay! Actually looking forward to it a bit, well perhaps not the getting older part. But I’m gonna have a movie weekend and a small (very small!) party for me. I and hopefully two other friends are going to go watch Scott Pilgrim, we’ve been wanting to see it for sometime. Gonna be a bit exciting and see if anything special happens next week, I doubt it. But who knows?
Tags: Birthday, Movies, Scott Pilgrim, Snow, Yazuka
October coming to an end
So I tried Eat Lead: Return of Matt Hazard. And I didn’t like it one bit, a shame since I really tried to have an open mind about it. But yeah, I agree with all the reviews.
At least the music is good, so I’ll give it that. And Will Arnett and Neil Patrick Harris are good in their rolls. They are awesome both of them. The humor is also pretty okay, but could have been a lot better. So I’m gonna trade in both it and LittleBigPlanet for either Tekken 6 or Agarest: Generations of War.
And tomorrow the 27th October is my birthday! I’ll be turning 26 this year, nothing special. Do I wish for anything? Well aside from money nothing. Well a new computer would be nice, but that’s not happening. Will there be any party or anything? No, not really. might collect a few friends later for some gaming time, nothing else. And since we are in the middle of moving, it doesn’t feel all that hot to have something like that now. Just wish I was moving to my own place, but what can you do when you are broke and unemployed? Oh, well. Hopefully things will change for the better for me. Even if its hard to keep telling myself that.
Time will pass even faster now and soon it will be Christmas and then New Year. So I’ll better start working on my 2009 list. Things that have been good or bad this year. Best movie, worst movie. Best game and so on. I think this is pretty fun to do.