I’ve been really depressed today. And I mean really down. I still am, I’m feeling down because of a lot of things. Despite all this, I just think its amazing what power some stuff has. Or what a friend can do. Just right now my friend Jesper, was at my place to give me a late birthday present its a also a early Christmas present. Even if this might be worthless to some, this really saved me today. And he saved me from perhaps doing something stupid….
He gave me one thing I’ve wanted of a very long time and something I thought would just be a dream. Something I would never own. Again, some of you might think its juts crap. But this really means a whole lot for me. And I’ll be thankful. So now I’m sitting here in my room, still feeling depressed, but much happier if that makes sense.