Yeah. Well I’m not doing much. But I have this feeling I want to do something. Something that matters, but I don’t know what.
I just know its something and its driving me crazy that I can’t figure out what I want to do. Do I want to start writing something?
Make AMVs? And so on and on. As soon as I start thinking of it I loose intresst in it. Anyone else who feels stuff the same way? I don’t want it to be like this. Sadly there seems that there is noting to be done about it. =(
Its not easy getting over this feeling, especially when you have nothing to do. Or rather when you don’t want to do anything. I hate this god damn feeling. Bah!
Other than that life is just as boring as always nothing new and to poor to buy anything new. Fucking sucks. Wish I had something fun to report, but I don’t. Sadly. Hope my next update won’t be as gloomy.